almost 5 months since my last entry.
towards the end, i questioned my purpose of doing this. i still ask myself why.
foundation year 1st semester was hell.
well, looking back at it, it didn't seem much now that i've gone through it.
but a lot of needed calories burned, hours not slept, unwanted food eaten, wanted food uneaten, money on paints, walks to print, laundry at awkward hours - to sum it all up it was a quite a struggle.
coming in not knowing what to expect, i was shaky.
coming out, i claimed my spot.
parties, blurred days, restaurants, pastries, photoshoots, elevators, homelessness, late night walks, window shopping extreme - only here.
friends. from all over.
home. break is almost over. all i've really seen were YB + stepho, paris & co., and, of course, chris. trapped in the haus acts very much like huis clos.
can't sleep. most of my entries are due to sleepless yet pensive nights.
almost back to my empire state of mind.
a lot of blanks to fill, but rather not.
i'll try to have my daily dose of squirrelmilk.
i'll try
